Embarrassed - me?
I've just gone back to home page and seen the part about Mini-Minks... and me. I wish I had seen it before I displayed the disgrace that is my dining-room to anyone who logs on. Really I made an error when loading the file, it is actually one of the labour rooms at the local maternity unit. JoJo thought hers was bad!
Anyway, I may not be a midwife much longer. I have been summoned to see the Head of Midwifery. My crime? Daring to be my daughter's midwife. Now, it might be foolhardy, I may be cruisin' for a bruisin' but am I breaking any written rules? No. Do I want to deliver my Grandchild? No. (Daughter wants me to but I declined, I will just be there as support and to assist if needed.) All I am doing is caring for her during and after her pregnancy. According to the H of M I am always causing them problems by delivering friends and colleagues babies. I would have thought it was a help. I do it in my own time leaving another midwife free to do other things. Also, I know this sounds a bit like trumpet blowing, but if other midwives ask me to deliver their babies I must be doing something right, they must rate me as a midwife. I feel so mad about this that if she pushes me too far I might just lose it and say something I may later regret, like, I resign.
Hubby just 'phoned. It hasn't snowed in Lincoln. At least he's happy.
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(12.3.04 18:53) thats terrible. As long as you do a good job, why the worry. There is a shortage after all! |
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(12.3.04 19:11) Thank for your support. Hope all is well with you and you don't have to wait too much longer! |